sometimes i look at pictures of myself, especially old ones but still kinda recent ones and feel like i’m looking at a photo of a stranger and this feels super weird because then i feel like i’m not connected with my body anymore and then i always have this one second when i actually ask myself what i even look like and this is just super confusing tbh

but he let’s appreciate it that i changed so much in one year that i don’t look like 9 years old anymore

this one was taken on the exact same day as today just 2013

and that one is from about one week ago

and when i compare these two i actually feel pretty for the first time in months